Scram off her back.

2010-01-30T11:29:00.001+08:00

Switched to:

www.revelaingkrist.wordpress.com

Catch me there.

Ciao

2010-01-30T10:41:00.003+08:00

Its the weekends again, and two more weeks to CNY ( i think so). Half day yesterday and went shopping. Satisfactory I'd say.

On the other hand, I really ought to seriously control my expenditure. Finance controlling isn't something I am good at. (Coming to think of it, my finance advisor disappeared. ) I'm saving, yes I am, but at the same time, my expenses are expanding majorly as well. (Or wait, is my pay just too little?) Urgh.

I might be switching over to wordpress. Got blogger downloaded on my i-phone, but I can never seem to get it working. Keeps asking me for some stupid picasa album or some sort. Got it done but I just cannot be connected to the application. Fuck.

Help anyone?

Kristen

2010-01-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

How time flies.. It seemed like a few days back when I greeted everyone a Happy new year, and now we're closing January soon.

Not forgetting the many incidents that happened from time to time in between. Ups and downs, sad or happy. Everything. Like what I always used to preach "everything happens for a certain reason"

Sometimes I wonder if God plays pranks on us as punishment for certain mistakes we've committed. But,the bible says " For the Lord love thy so much He gave His only Son" And from there I begin questioning myself again, wondering if I am doubting His love for me.

My mind's in a whirl, and not knowing what ought to be done. I pray hard that the reason for everything comes out soon, for everything to be back to normal.

Hard luck I guess, but wish me best people. Love you guys, you know I do.

Kristen

2010-01-24T15:06:00.002+08:00

Weekend, before work starts AGAIN tomorrow. How "fantastic!" Everyone's on holiday and I'm sooo looking coming March. Researching on the airlines and hotels. Praying hard we'll get the best deals in town.

Duh, being random. Cousie the homie slept over last night. Worked yesterday then to having high tea with the domain team then shopping before settling down for some booze over at Emerald with Jon. A day well spent I'd say, and hopefully the weeks/days ahead would be as equal fulfilling or more!

Brain's a little dead, prolly due to the lack of sleep. Heading to catch some nap, need my beauty sleep else my eye rings are worsening. Woes of a woman- looking ugly, and doing nothing about it!

Alright, I ought to crap lesser. Heading to my sack.

Ciao.

Sexy sunday to all!

2010-01-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

Got my new toy! My IPhone, my new baby :)

Loving it so far, and hoping it'll last.

Second day of the week and I'm friggin' lethargic. God knows why.

Meeting up with homie on hopefully thur and fri. I'm seriously counting down.

Time to unwind a little, yes Kristen, please seriously do.

Toodles

Kristen

freewill.

2010-01-05T19:13:00.002+08:00

When time has come to past; good things come to an end.
Slowly but surely, the feeling is sucky.

Bidding farewell ain't easy at all. Neither is it something we'd like.
But somethings are just not meant to be.

Goodbye.. and till we meet again.
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Off to the driving range for Golf.

Ciao!

Kristen

2010-01-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

Start of the week wasn't that good afterall. Rained early in the morning, got my heels all wet and dirty (yucks) and had to wait for ages for the effing slow, useless then damn retarded LRT to arrive and unload the passengers then to get us in. Of course, not forgetting its "productive and efficiency", we of course have to stop along the way for some of their not-again cock ups what nots. ARGH.

Finally to the office, not much emails though and chat a little here and there with the girls, which was nice. I'm certainly looking forward to kicking of a better start tomorrow.

Hope the rest out there didn't suffer the same as mine, nor worst. *keeps fingers crossed* I'm keeping myself and family, inclusive of loved ones in prayers. For the year to be prosperous and with abundant blessings.

And right now I'm planning on my next getaway trip. Woohoo! Back to hunting for the best deals. Any recommendations? Tagbox's always there!

Till then. Love you all.

Kristen

a brand new beginning.

2010-01-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

Fruitful weekend, and I hope everyone enjoyed the same! Body's aching all over. I can't sit stand, walk, jump or run properly due to the muscles pulls I had. Went to practise golf and swam a little.
Managed to work out quite a little, and despite the aches I'm having, I'm content about the things I spend my time on and the end results. :)

I'm glad 2010's start is a nice beginning for me. I'm seriously looking forward to much much better days ahead. Likewise I'm praying the same for everyone around me.

Work's on tomorrow. Gotta sleep early. Good nights. Loves

Kristen

2010

2010-01-01T12:31:00.002+08:00

First, and foremost a veryy Happy New Year to all. May the days ahead be so much better, and look forward to a healthier, prosperous and blessed New Year. Hope everyone enjoyed partying last night, like I did. :B

Backtracking, 2009 was indeed a tough year for me, especially during the last few months when both myself and my family were struggling. Relationships, financially,friends blah blah blah.. I'm glad we're embarking on a new start, leaving all these in the past and not bringing them along with me to my new start.

And here goes my new year resolution

1) to manage my finances ( thank God for my financial advisor)
2) to spend more time with family.
3) getting new job ( after the current contract ends)
4) get my ass back into school.
5) to hang out with my homies more often ( cousiess better get yourselves prepared)

Thats all I can think of now.

Whether I can accomplish everything or not is a different issue, but nevertheless I promise I'll try my very best to get everything done. :)

First day of the year!

Enjoy!!

Kristen

complicity.

2009-12-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

If there was to be a day when I ought to be unlucky, today would be the day. Spilled coffee over my dress, sitting on the stinky disgusting toilet bowl naked in the toilet cubicle of the office for almost an hour for colleagues to get me a new dress then to biting my lips resulting in bleeding, then to getting my head banged against Ricky's "very nice" car and to end it all up, my toe nail broke and it hurts like fuck.

How nice can it be, and could there be more to come?

I'm anticipating.

Kristen

last respects.

2009-12-27T21:16:00.002+08:00

My utmost condolences to Sharon for her recent major loss. I'm apologising for not being able to be present at the memorial nor the last day of the wake as I didn't wanna cry or weep in front of her nor watch her break down.

Here goes a prayer for her.

Lord bless her with salvation, warmth, physical and emotional strength to tide over this crisis. Though the path ahead is seemingly tough, guide her through and walk with her throughout the rest of the journey. Bless her with overwhelming breakthroughs, emotionally, relationships, family, financially, and everything else. Let her be strong enough to walk through and face all of the future.
Alas, speak to her and enlighten her on the changes to her surroundings, for her to learn to adapt and matured quickly.

Bless her with your love and be with her. In jesus's name, Amen.
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Had a wonderful belated Xmas family lunch. Kuddos to my cousiee, not forgetting the rest. Love you guys the most!

Good night.

Kristen

Cheery Xmas

2009-12-24T20:10:00.002+08:00

There's a reason why we're camwhores;it runs in the family...

It's CHRISTMAS EVE! I'm here wishing all you lovely people a joyous occasion and day spent, filled with love and laughter. Enjoy this day with your loved one and have peaceful moments together to celebrate this lovely season. Not forgetting, a happy new year to all, embarking on a new start to a better tomorrow each day!

I'm home, out with G later on. :) Itineary is not set YET but I believe it's gonna be SOOO MUCH FUN. :B Hope the same for you guys too.

Have fun, and sexy night out :) Ciao

Kristen

Summer love.

2009-12-19T13:22:00.002+08:00

Thanks for keeping me company, and holding my hand when I felt lost. Thanks for kissing me goodnight every possible chance you get. Thanks for the guidance and words of wisdom. Thanks for your words of encouragement. Thanks for the walking me through this tough patch of my life. Thanks for the time spent and the precious moments we have, thanks for the effort to make this work.

Alas, thank God I found you.

-ich liebe dich-

Kristen

farewells

2009-12-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

Bidding farewell is never an easy task. Made worst when it comes to a point when you're used to that particular person/thing.

Nevertheless, what's yours will be yours and what isn't will never be...

I must acknowledge, though the path wasn't a smooth one, at least there were some great moments in between which I really appreciate.

However, sad to say but no. My mind's fixed on this, and won't change; not at least for the time being.

Thats my final say.

I'm moving on.. and hopefully everyone else affected is doing so too. Life's short, we gotta enjoy it to the fullest. Though met with certain restrictions here and there, sometimes it's nice to just stop and take a breather before moving on.

Unfortunately time disallows me to. I'll make full use of my time, and spend it with those who deserves it (family), going through all of that hurdles that's coming towards us.
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I'm utterl y sorry for everything that has happened. Lord bless me with the strength to move on and leave behind this mess I've created.
I'm sory for being a nuiscance all these while. Lord cleanse my soul of all the sins I've committed and walk me through to a brand new life, refresh and rejuveniated, apart from all the misery I've taken so much courage to walk out on.
I love you and in Jesus's name, Amen.

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Thanks for entering into my life, and becoming part of my life's memories. Take great care.

Kristen.

Rants

2009-12-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

I'm just another typical bitch.

Leave me alone lest I bite.

and please, stop degenerating yourself.

It ain't worth a wee bit.

Get over it.

Kristen.

Renewed.

2009-12-12T14:47:00.002+08:00

Finally, after a long long struggle I'm free. Tonnes of unspoken words all these while; all gone in this moment in time.

A thousand feelings mixed together; but yet a huge load relief off my shoulder.

Pouvez vous être heureux toujours

take great care,

and a new chapter begins.......

Kristen

2009-11-29T13:35:00.002+08:00

Aaawwww. Why can't I be granted more than 24 hours a day so i could spend more times on certain things. Why? Why? Whhyyyy?????

Church-ed with the homies yesterday as well as the past few weeks. Great time spent, and mind-blowing sermon followed by dinner and a little of shopping. Just one word to sum it all: Superb!

I wanna go on a holiday!!!!! Waiting for the new year to come, away from the monsoon season, to go on a short getawar for a little break with L.

Alright, gotta go. And on a side note,

Happy 4th monthsary baby. I love you.

Kristen

2009-11-17T13:09:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Kristen

And a million thanks to all my friends and family members for the birthday greetings! Tonnes of love to all of you...

19 years through my whole life, full of ups and downs and various experiences. I must say it certainly ain't easy to achieve whatever I have now, the price I have to pay to learn certain lessons as well. But nevertheless I'm glad I was granted the chance by God to go through all of that, to make me who I am today.

And right here right now, I'm saying a little prayer for myself. Here goes..

Lord, thank you for choosing this date to be my special day, and for the day when I got born into this world cos of You. Thank You for showering your blessings throughout this whole 19 ninteen years of my life. You never know how appreciative I am to you. Though the path we've walked through isn't that easy, forgive me for all the sins I've committed and the times I question my faith and trust in You. You never fail to disappoint me, and love me. And for that, I love You more and more each day. Bless this day to be a joyous one as it is special for both of Us.
Alas, thank you for coming into my life, and making all things wonderful.

I love you, Amen.

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Aside from all these, thank you L for spending this time with me. This is the last chance, let's both strive to make this work out. ILY.

Kristen

Round abouts

2009-11-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

With thoughts rumaging through my mind. I try to search for an answer and solution to all these problems. Different people different perception. And the decision lies with me...

It seemed like a good night sleep, with bizarre thoughs rumaging through the mind. Only to realise it was just a nightmare. Bam! Reality set right in and you're awake, thinking nonchalantly "Oh shit, just another nightmare"

How many times must this come about before bringing us to our senses. Speechless, Stranded and Helpless.

God bless me with wisdom to see myself through all of these. For strength for me to overcome this obstacle. For faith and trust in MYSELF to believe that I'll be able to do it. And for understanding, and that wee bit of love to offset the hurt I've been through...

Times like this I hope you're here with me,walking me throughout. And to think till now I'm still dreaming of having you by my side telling me "Hush baby, I'm right here by your side"

Right now, its all too late. Guess I should stop dazing and get ahead with everything else.

Take great care,

Love,
Kristen

2009-11-12T21:21:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry for not being perfect enough for you...

Take care.

Kristen

Opposite perspectives

2009-11-10T19:46:00.005+08:00

Seem like donkey years since I've last been in here for some updates. Blame the cocked up sucky internet connection back at home, which was finally settled today. Pphhheeewwww!

Attended a conference to represent our department. Great experience and knowledge gained I must say.

"Put on a coloured shades and the entire world in front of your eyes appears to be in the same tone but there are tonnes out there who see a world different from your view"

-The power phrase we all need to know.

Toodles
Kristen

Rejuvenated

2009-11-03T11:42:00.003+08:00

Sitting down here listening to the soft whistle of the leaves out of the window, birds chirping and a nice warm weather. My mind's screaming out- I'M ON LEAVE!!!

Nice to be cosying up and having a little of "me time" while the world out there is bustling. Slow paced, relaxed and not challenging. And as I'm sitting here abreast the window pane, I'm thinking of the milestone achievements I've had. All the missons I'm accomplished and yes a warm gentle assuring smile forms on my face. This shows how far I've come to the present me, away from all the nuiscance in the past, the wrongs I've committed, not forgetting the various lessons learnt.

I'm certainly looking forward to a better tomorrow each day, just like anyone else. And I'll be praying for everyone too. For strength, prosperity, forgiveness, health and happiness. :)

Likewise, keep me in prayers too.

With tender love
Kristen

2009-11-01T11:29:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Halloween Folks.

and a sweet belated 3rd Month baby :))

Just being random- side effect of boredom. It's sunday.
Nothing much to do, bumminy around at home. Wanna head out for a swim. Been ages since I last had one. But Mr Sun isn't that friendly these days. Monsoon period's blowin' its way in.

Maybe I should plan some indoor activites with the homies. Been losing out on time spent with them. Especially Apple after her exams. (Goodie luck btw) Bot forgetting Yan and Sera my crazy bitches. And sweet B of course.

Alright, time to wash away my hair treatment. Ciao.

Great weekends to all.

Toodles

Kristen

sweet nothings

2009-10-24T16:06:00.003+08:00

" Lonely gazing at the clear blue sky;

memories brought of the days we spent.
Times like this I hope you're with me,
and walk me through everything. "

I miss you.

sunshine lover.

2009-10-17T00:17:00.003+08:00

Mummy's girlfriend wedding dinner last night at Mandai Orchid Garden. And the above ( the cute little plant) is hereby my new baby :) I promised mummy to take good care of the plant and let it blossom. Heehee.. ( and I hope this is not some rash decision in the heat of the moment)

Bam! It's Sad-tur-day. A happy deepavali to all my hindu mates ( tho' i don't have much. )

Recounting back.. I was on a rolle coaster ride the entire week itself. Up and down, up and down. high and low blah blah blah. Thanks to cussie the bitch who accompanied me out to get some books.

Yan's in Bali now enjoying herself. Damnit.

LOOK HERE CAREFULLY IF YOU'RE READING THIS. -IT'S SOON GONNA BE ME TURN! HAHAHA..

I wan a holleeeddaayyy. I wanna get a tan, I wanna go to the beach. I wanna do so much things. Anyone game on?

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Early in the morning and my brains aren't really working. Getting my ass off to my books. Happy weekends to all!

Toodles

Kristen

weekEND

2009-10-11T11:26:00.006+08:00

Sunday. -End of weekends.

At home, slacking. Brain dead. Awaiting mum to save me. She had fully planned the itineary yesterday evening. Headin downtown shopping, lunch, tea, before dinner blah blah blah. And BAM, guess what? She's still snoring away in bed. Duh.

Finished my bookss. And I'm craving for more. Wanting to go on a shopping spree. (money,money come rolling in! :B ) Anyone interested?

I so wanna get a camera. But B thinks I should get a better phone with a better camera. So which is which? Goes "Cam or phone? Cam or phone?"

Dead bored over here. Been crappin with sis since she's up. Maybe we should start cam-whoring. Good idea isn't it?

Gotta go pester her to be my camwhore mate! Enjoy the sunday!

Toodles

Kristen!

2009-10-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

Flashbacks.- Tue's shopping spree with mum and sis.

TGIS. And I'm idling here. Goes to show how much fun my sat was filled with. Duh.

Opportunities are meant to be grabbed, chances are meant to be cherished. Kristen Ng, what's taking you so long to decide and heal?
God lead me onto the Right Path. Take off all the hurt, and let me be immensely indulged into the sweet feeling of this last chance.

God bless me, and us. For us to move on, and be happier, be it through troubles or sweet moments. Amen.

Gotta get crashin'.

Toodles
Kristen

Black and white.

2009-10-04T10:18:00.003+08:00

Differences in each and everyone of us helps to either

1) draw us closer to each other as we learn about each other more.
2) causes conflicts from time to time.

We could give in to each other, hoping that we'll pick up from where we have left and move on. however, from time to time, disputes over differences are somewhat inevitable. Most of them wasn't done with any intention, but it just came naturally.

Over a period of time, we may find each of us being angry towards one another. The "hatred" drags along, and pulls everything down. The ties that we have, even if you're friends. Somehow, it'll strain everything. But is that necessary? At times I hope people, including myself, could just let to "let things be" and move on.

But well, certain issues proved me otherwise. Kristen should just prolly sit back and enjoy whatever is right in front of her now, and not give any hoots about any others. That isn't a bad idea isn't it?
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Time really flies and ode to my little god daughter, Alyssa Chua who has just recently just joined us in this complicated society. :) I can't wait to greet her. Will be visting her sometime later, and hopefully, bring some beautiful peektures of her back.

Catch me soon.

Toodles
Kristen

Flashbacks

2009-09-26T23:13:00.005+08:00

Time seem to be passing at the speed of light. A good three years we've come. So far, so tough and so long, yet the friendship stays strong. I'm glad to have known you and having you as my girlfriend :)

Reminiscing the times we used to have in class with all the other bitches gossiping around, skipping lessons (once in a while), the many short-comings which we have gotten by, the many times when our friendship was put to test. God, thinking back it did feels like some amazing race sort of thing and well, the outcome proves it all. I'm certainly glad that we've came that far, and are still standing by each other through everything.

Next monday marks the beginning of a new life for you. Good luck girl and all the best. Remember, whatever decision you make, the most important thing is for you to be happy. Your smile lightens everything up, and as such, don't let that sweet smile of yours disappear. I'll be here if you need me. And yes, catch up soon girl. Cos you know what? I'm missin' you.
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On a side note, baby L, don't be jealous. You play a part equally important to me. ILY

Toodles
Kristen

Memoirs

2009-09-21T15:16:00.003+08:00

Movie yesterday with L at VivoCity, caught The Ugly Truth. Hilarious comedy together with a hint of romance. A nice one indeed. :)

Followed by shopping around ( window though). And here goes the peektures of him. Look at that fella, deprived childhood!

First stop: Aldo.

Yea, I love Teddy!

Hmm, which should I buy?

Utterly sinful, with LOADSA caramel. Sugar Rush-ed!

Screams: "Damn, I'm spoilt for choice!!!"

Last stop was Candy Empire, and bought tonnes of junk food, candies etc back home. Sinfulicious, but heck who cares? We're lovin 'it. Yum Yum!!

L's snoozing at home right now, while I'm at home, bumming around and catching up on my books. Mummy's very ill, supposed to be admitted to A&E, but she simply refused. Urgh.

And here's a prayer for her:

Dear O'Lord,

Bless my mum with good health. In Your great name, take away all of her pain, all the illness in her. May she be stronger than ever. Watch over her, and heal her with Your mighty hands.

In Jesus' name, Amen. :B

Alas, before I end,

Selamat Hari Raya to everyone. Happy holidays, though it ends today :)

Toodles

Kristen

Puzzled

2009-09-19T14:12:00.003+08:00

After coming so far, so much has happened. I'm glad for everything granted. And sorry for whatever happened.

The only thing I ask for is you to be happy, and now let me ask you, are you REALLY happy?

Toodles
Kristen

(L)(O)(V)(E)

2009-09-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

Second post in a day within a couple of hours. That pretty much explains how well my day has went pass. Boring shit, idling at home alone with the maid. Sitting in front of the tv flashing some stupid programmes that doesn't match my taste at all. Wait, or to make it sound nicer, I was, more or less, resting at home. LOL

Anyway, L's back. Texting me over on msn vis his phone while he is bathing. Yes, great multi-tasker, boy. And thats what I love about him. :B A big MUACKS for that.

Washing his clothes now before he calls me back in a jiffy, approximately 15 minutes. ( As what was advised by him ) I'm bored as hell, and have got nth much to blog about, just in here to rant.

And yea... I was browsing through the net. And I'm so tempted to buy a camera. So we could cam whore each time I'm out. (Be it with L or the girls) And that'll hopefully add a 'lil spice in this dull place. Comex is here, last day tomorrow. But NO, I'm SOOOOO not gonna enter into that bloody place. Cramped out with KS people ( we all know who ) Urgh.

Alright. Off to browse through different gadgets. I'm so tempted! Shopping girls. Get me out.

Tata
Kristen

2009-09-12T19:42:00.000+08:00

Chilling out at home on a typical saturday. Baby slept over last night, and is out shopping with his mum right now while I'm buming my ass off a little at home.

Been up and about the entire week and it's time for me to catch my breathe and slow down a little. Work's crazy as usual and I swear I shall stop talking about the nuiscance people create on a daily basis. What a disgrace and seriously, they ought to get shot in their heads.

Bah. Whatever! Looking forward to tuesday, hopefully a shopping spree with sera the crazy cousiee of mine. ( Girls, you can come along if you want to!) On a sad note, L'll be cooped up in camp having to serve the darn guard duty. Argh.

Well oh well, all's well at least.Certainly i hope for more good things to come by. I'll be crossin' my fingers, praying hard for each day to go on smoothly. For things to be better, for all of us to be happy.

Alas, great sexy weekends to all!

Toodles
Kristen

10 things.

2009-09-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

I love the way you care for me, ensuring that I'm fine and safe always. I love the way you stare into blank space, wondering what are the next words you wanna say to me. I love the way you look into my eyes and then whisper "I love you" into my ears. I love the smile you put on your face. I love the times you say white lies to keep me away, and then to spring up with surprises for me. I love the way you act as a security guard, waiting for me to knock off, even though you are exhasuted from work. I love the way you send your sms every morning, to greet me and kicking off a good start for my day, I love the way you say silly stuff, in an effort to make me smile when you know I had a bad day. I love the way you call me on my journey home when you are not with me, to ensure I'm home safely.

Lastly, I love the way you are; the way that you love me. :)

Aside from this, a very Happy Birthday to precious mummy. You know I love you too. :B

Toodles
Kristen

Catching up

2009-09-06T09:49:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting here alone in the hall,facing the lappie. Drops of rain, dripping down the window pane. How nice and cosy could this feeling be.

Planning my schedule for the week ahead. God knows what lies ahead of me, but hell. I guess I've got to make time for family and the girls as well. I'm losing out on alot ever since work started. And maybe it's just me. Somehow it feels like it's not the things that're often driving me up the wall. Maybe its the stress I exert on myself, and over an accumulated period of things, such shit happens.

I miss everyone. Family, friends, L right here right now. And yes, I should plan on more events, and spend my time with them.

Look out peeps. For I'm gonna catch up with you guys very soon. Make time for me!

Toodles
Kristen

2009-09-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

Sincere apologies again for the neglience over this little corner of mine. Been uber packed like nobody's business you can never imagine how it felt like. Work's freaking me out, like always.

Back from my Batam trip with Love.

Enjoyed myself so so much. Kuddos to him for making time well spent and for us to enjoy every moment together.

And here's a short sweet note to him.

Baby thanks for everything, it was great time spent with you. And I'll be looking forward to more of it.

Loves
Kristen

Getaway

2009-08-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

Apologies over the ignorance of my little corner over here. I've been packed to the brim overlooking things and events in the company. And yes, this is all driving me crazy. BAH!

Right here I'm sitting down, chilling off over some chips and chilled drinks. What an enjoyment-even though simple, this is what I hardly ever get these days. Deprived of some quiet moments with my loved ones, family, friends, and not forgetting L.

Looking forward to tomorrow, a short getaway with L. We'll enjoy each other's company before coming back to face shit again. (Okay, maybe I should stop being a wet blanket)

I'm in here for just some updates, to show that I'm still alive and kicking ( i hope ) after all the trauma. After the end of this month, hopefully things gets better, as we move on forward to a fresh new month.

Looking forward, and hope the same goes for all of you. Enjoy the rest of this week, like I'd :)

Toodles

Kristen

Swings

2009-08-23T10:34:00.003+08:00

Home cooked meal for L yesterday. Out grocery shopping after duty and was frantically walking around in search for the things I've got to buy.

Back home, and everything settled in 2 hours or so. ( well I thought that was a little too long ). Heck care. The most important thing is everything turned out well. (Okay, apart from some issues I had with the cake)-Only he knows, and maybe the maid. :)

Alright now, looking forward to our next Batam trip. Yes, like again. I know, but well I can't help it. Gotta stop here.

A great sunday to all!

Toodles

Kristen

Blessings.

2009-08-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

Finally, some updates right here. Apologies for the very late delay. Schedule's been pretty much packed with work, love and friends. :)

Back from Batam last weekend with Ivan the ass. Enjoyed oursevles, with the kampong visitation, snorkelling so on and so forth. A 1000 over peektures taken.And it's all with him. Hang on there till I get my hands on them. (That'll be when we are both free)

Work, as usual is driving people up the wall. With the pile of shit that never seems to be ending. Templates, SOPs, test. Argh. They're driving me crazy.

Not forgetting sweet L, spending quality time, and getting to know more and more about each other.

Time pass by really fast, and there are times I hope it'll slow down for me to catch up a little more. But then again, apparently it seems like I should be the one building my speed and pace to be in touch with the rest.
Yea, maybe I should.

Alright. Time check: 11.11pm. Waiting for L to be home, report.Before I head back to my sack. Ciao!

Till the next post.

Toodles

Kristen

Suffocated

2009-08-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

Masks- an amusing object. Why? It hides away the different situation. A nice mask can be put on to face off difficult situation. And who knows, once it is removed, you see the ugly truth of everything.

And yes, having to place a mask on and pretend nothing has happened could be kinda tiring, and over a prolonged period of time, you get sick of it. Just like the paint slowly peeling off coat by coat off a painted mask. And what is left behind will be what you ultimately see, an ugly white piece of cardboard just like any other orinary material.

Then only when the cardboard/material is turning old, it slowly fades as time passes by, and when you observe carefully, you'll see the hardwork, all the shit the creators have to go through just to present that particular mask.

Life is difficult as it is, why make it worse for others? I hate putting on a mask, and even if I don't mind it now, seriously, I'm questioning, how long more can I endure?

Oh gosh.

Damn

Kristen

Dilemma

2009-08-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

Take me to a path that leads me to an answer. Something for me to reply and depend on.

I'm tired after roaming around, relying on fragile chipboards. What I need is, some sturdy firm back support for reliance.

And.. will you give me that?

Kristen

Uncertainty

2009-08-08T14:32:00.001+08:00

There goes the 'lil back dated photos of ECP and some with sweet Baby L. :))

Somehow or rather it feels like I'm walking on a path. Heavy, draggy, long and drained footsteps on a long, straight monotonous way down, uncertain of where I'm heading.

Should I continue or move on? God, lead me the path to the right answer.

Stay tune dudes

Kristen

Elastic Surfaces

2009-08-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

Family outing yesterday to ECP. The boys were out and running about while the girls just strolled away by the beach having small little gossips. (PS: the maid was included! ) LOL. Some peektures taken, but too bad. Blogger isn't nice enough right now for me to upload. Somehow somewhere something must be wrong.

Anyway, had a long tiring day way back in the office. Like com'on which of these days isn't one? I'm like sick and tired of everything and everyone, to a point I'm immune and couldn't care less anymore.

Many a times we tend to dream and yearn for something beyond whatever we could hope for. Dreams or greed? Deem it whatever you want. But then again, when reality comes smashing right unto our face, we would then be shaken awake, and then have no choice but to come to terms and make do with whatever we have.Are you one of them?

I'm asking myself this. And time and again, I'm searching for the answsr. And nope, I'm not. Yes, I'm dead proud of it. Never accept things for whatever they are just because we are meant to be, but to turn things around, and make things how you want them to be.

Times like this, I hope I had some supernatural powers, to be able to transform situations and crisis around, making things slightly easier. But nope, I can't. I ain't any wonderwoman.

Okay. Time check: 7.03pm.

I'm dreaming I guess.

Kristen

blessed

2009-08-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

Pass-making at Comcentre, with the office gang. Breafkast at Dempsey Hill, Jonas Grocery before heading down to school to pay my damn school fees. Afterwhich head down to Ion for shopping. Books, shoes, so on and so forth.

Met L for dinner/movie and more shopping. :)

And oh, I feel blessed over whatever I have right now.Best Friends, Family, Lover.
What more can I want?

-Be jealous peeps

Toodles!

Kristen

Affairs

2009-07-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

Trapped in the middle. I don't know what to do.

God, help me.

2009-07-26T15:19:00.000+08:00

Time check: 3.20pm on a cloudy sunday afternoon.

Out for a dinner later in the evening, in the meantime I'm rotting, as good as shit at home. No books, no plans, no events, nothing. Fcuk.

Guess we humans are the most complicated creatures ever on Earth. Whine when we get things to do, and complaint when we have nothing to do. Say we love one another, but in actual fact, we don't. Say things when we actually "think" we mean it, but more often than not, we don't.

Fuck these shit, how often must we contradict ourselves? MORONS, RETARDED ARSES.

At times, thinking about it makes me boil. The sight of undone things piling up on my desks, checking on my planner to see what other nonsense I've got to furnish. Then when it's all done, we're left with nothing and then over a period ot time, we MAKE NOISE AGAIN.

No life, no nothing. And not only that, do things when you're supposed to do, and fuck off when you are not supposed to interfere. But some morons just don't understand.

Can't they just bloody jusge according to the various situations. IS it that hard, or are they just plain dumb? I tried hinting, probing at many times, but it doesn work. And I choose to keep quiet, just because I try to be nice, not creating a scene outta everything. And now, the thing continues.

Must we really make ourselves miserable? Or are others doing so to us?

How irony! Muthafuckas everywhere. Damn them, shit them, fuck them. Whatever, I'm keeping my hands off everything.

Let them be. Nothing I wanna say or do any further. I surrender.

Kristen

Shopping spree

2009-07-25T18:36:00.005+08:00

There goes the peektures of my medical examination turned shopping spree. Had a blood test, resulting in a bruise over at my arm. Fcuk. Wasn't as painful as I've expected it to be though, and I'm like dead proud of myself alright. The needle is like DAMN BIG AND THICK. Disgusting was the only word I thought of initially and all I hope for was that bloody nurse to pull that fugging thing out of my nerve asap. LOL.

Off to suntec, and shopped around for gifts for yan zhen's bdae gift.

In a twitch of an eye, and 3 years has passed, coming to a 4th. I'm glad this journey we had, though uneven, turned out well.

Happy 19th Girl, sincerely hoping things turn out well, and all the best for you and your family. :)
You know I'm always here for you. Love ya.

Okay, it's getting late. Back to bed. Ciao

Kristen

Left Alone

2009-07-21T22:43:00.004+08:00

Snuggling up in bed under my warm cosy duvet with my orange side lamp, lying on my tummy facing my lappie with my mind drifting away...

At times like this I'd hope for time to stop, for a little short while for me to suck in everything around me and to nesting around the serenity of everything.

But well oh well, all good things come to an end. Situations come by and move on.

I've never been so far apart from the world. Never have I thought I'll end up here.

God, bring me back.

Kristen

Bangs

2009-07-19T12:42:00.007+08:00

Got my long tresses snipped together with the guys as well. A long 4 hours (or so) wait. Bangs-something new, and I'm still learning to get used to it still. :B Here goes the peektures of Batam.. Enjoy!

Drained

2009-07-16T19:22:00.001+08:00

Sitting in front of my lappie, snuggling up on the couch and having melon haagen dazz ice cream, how relaxing can it be.

Another typical day at work- B O R I N G.

I want a change oi environment, a new lifestyle, everything. When can Kristen get her ass moving?

Dead tired. Back to my sack. Toodles

Kristen

Bonjour!

2009-07-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

Holah!

Back, embarking on a brand new start, hoping things gets better and better.

Let's start on a new road trip, across to the many stops in my life. Grab ya seatbelts, and we shall take off!

Catch me soon. Be missing you guys!

Toodles

Kristen