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Aaawwww. Why can't I be granted more than 24 hours a day so i could spend more times on certain things. Why? Why? Whhyyyy?????

Church-ed with the homies yesterday as well as the past few weeks. Great time spent, and mind-blowing sermon followed by dinner and a little of shopping. Just one word to sum it all: Superb!


I wanna go on a holiday!!!!! Waiting for the new year to come, away from the monsoon season, to go on a short getawar for a little break with L.

Alright, gotta go. And on a side note,

With thoughts rumaging through my mind. I try to search for an answer and solution to all these problems. Different people different perception. And the decision lies with me...

It seemed like a good night sleep, with bizarre thoughs rumaging through the mind. Only to realise it was just a nightmare. Bam! Reality set right in and you're awake, thinking nonchalantly "Oh shit, just another nightmare"

How many times must this come about before bringing us to our senses. Speechless, Stranded and Helpless.

God bless me with wisdom to see myself through all of these. For strength for me to overcome this obstacle. For faith and trust in MYSELF to believe that I'll be able to do it. And for understanding, and that wee bit of love to offset the hurt I've been through...

Times like this I hope you're here with me,walking me throughout. And to think till now I'm still dreaming of having you by my side telling me "Hush baby, I'm right here by your side"

Right now, its all too late. Guess I should stop dazing and get ahead with everything else.

Take great care,

Love,
Kristen

Seem like donkey years since I've last been in here for some updates. Blame the cocked up sucky internet connection back at home, which was finally settled today. Pphhheeewwww!

Attended a conference to represent our department. Great experience and knowledge gained I must say.

"Put on a coloured shades and the entire world in front of your eyes appears to be in the same tone but there are tonnes out there who see a world different from your view"

Sitting down here listening to the soft whistle of the leaves out of the window, birds chirping and a nice warm weather. My mind's screaming out- I'M ON LEAVE!!!

Nice to be cosying up and having a little of "me time" while the world out there is bustling. Slow paced, relaxed and not challenging. And as I'm sitting here abreast the window pane, I'm thinking of the milestone achievements I've had. All the missons I'm accomplished and yes a warm gentle assuring smile forms on my face. This shows how far I've come to the present me, away from all the nuiscance in the past, the wrongs I've committed, not forgetting the various lessons learnt.

I'm certainly looking forward to a better tomorrow each day, just like anyone else. And I'll be praying for everyone too. For strength, prosperity, forgiveness, health and happiness. :)

Likewise, keep me in prayers too.

With tender love
Kristen