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January 2010

Trapped in the middle. I don't know what to do.

God, help me.

Time check: 3.20pm on a cloudy sunday afternoon.

Out for a dinner later in the evening, in the meantime I'm rotting, as good as shit at home. No books, no plans, no events, nothing. Fcuk.

Guess we humans are the most complicated creatures ever on Earth. Whine when we get things to do, and complaint when we have nothing to do. Say we love one another, but in actual fact, we don't. Say things when we actually "think" we mean it, but more often than not, we don't.

Fuck these shit, how often must we contradict ourselves? MORONS, RETARDED ARSES.

At times, thinking about it makes me boil. The sight of undone things piling up on my desks, checking on my planner to see what other nonsense I've got to furnish. Then when it's all done, we're left with nothing and then over a period ot time, we MAKE NOISE AGAIN.

No life, no nothing. And not only that, do things when you're supposed to do, and fuck off when you are not supposed to interfere. But some morons just don't understand.

Can't they just bloody jusge according to the various situations. IS it that hard, or are they just plain dumb? I tried hinting, probing at many times, but it doesn work. And I choose to keep quiet, just because I try to be nice, not creating a scene outta everything. And now, the thing continues.

Must we really make ourselves miserable? Or are others doing so to us?

How irony! Muthafuckas everywhere. Damn them, shit them, fuck them. Whatever, I'm keeping my hands off everything.

Let them be. Nothing I wanna say or do any further. I surrender.

Kristen

There goes the peektures of my medical examination turned shopping spree. Had a blood test, resulting in a bruise over at my arm. Fcuk. Wasn't as painful as I've expected it to be though, and I'm like dead proud of myself alright. The needle is like DAMN BIG AND THICK. Disgusting was the only word I thought of initially and all I hope for was that bloody nurse to pull that fugging thing out of my nerve asap. LOL.

Off to suntec, and shopped around for gifts for yan zhen's bdae gift.

In a twitch of an eye, and 3 years has passed, coming to a 4th. I'm glad this journey we had, though uneven, turned out well.

Happy 19th Girl, sincerely hoping things turn out well, and all the best for you and your family. :)
You know I'm always here for you. Love ya.

Okay, it's getting late. Back to bed. Ciao

Kristen

Snuggling up in bed under my warm cosy duvet with my orange side lamp, lying on my tummy facing my lappie with my mind drifting away...

At times like this I'd hope for time to stop, for a little short while for me to suck in everything around me and to nesting around the serenity of everything.

But well oh well, all good things come to an end. Situations come by and move on.

I've never been so far apart from the world. Never have I thought I'll end up here.

God, bring me back.

Kristen

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Got my long tresses snipped together with the guys as well. A long 4 hours (or so) wait. Bangs-something new, and I'm still learning to get used to it still. :B Here goes the peektures of Batam.. Enjoy!

Sitting in front of my lappie, snuggling up on the couch and having melon haagen dazz ice cream, how relaxing can it be.

Another typical day at work- B O R I N G.

I want a change oi environment, a new lifestyle, everything. When can Kristen get her ass moving?

Dead tired. Back to my sack. Toodles

Kristen

Holah!

Back, embarking on a brand new start, hoping things gets better and better.

Let's start on a new road trip, across to the many stops in my life. Grab ya seatbelts, and we shall take off!

Catch me soon. Be missing you guys!

Toodles

Kristen